Secretly submitted by Clandestine M

It's a hard time for me to move on with my life in a crucial way. I was like imprisoned with everything and the worst part is, I was captivated by a man whom I exactly don't know. I just said, "Maybe, it's him for me" but as we went through the COUPLE LIFE, unbelieving trials came by. I recall, my parents begged me not to marry him and raise my baby alone. But I thought doing so would be good for my baby's future so I didn't listen to my friends and family.

After 3 years of being together, I finally managed to informally break-up with him by going abroad. I know I should be happy but I can't coz my 2 kids are still with him. In the midst of my darkest hours here, I met an Englishman. He's a year older than me, a gentleman, and a soccer player. We met because of my soccer player, European friend. He asked me for a date. And we did it for many times including the sexual thing part. He's so funny and sweet. He opens the car's door for me and I really don't want him to do that hehehe. We always go for dinner and movie marathon at his beautiful huge condo.

After weeks, he asked me, "___, WILL YOU MARRY ME? I WANT YOU TO BE MY WIFE AND MOTHER OF MY KIDS"...ooppss, hello? Are you out of your mind? Are you drunk? I'm not your typical woman. You know my past. "I DON'T CARE ABOUT YOUR PAST. I CARE ABOUT US, OUR FUTURE. I LOVE YOU AND I WANT YOU TO BE IN MY LIFE"... It was really a touching moment. But I didn't say YES. not yet. I'm afraid that I might fall again for a wrong man... But one thing is for sure, I enjoy making love with him than with my husband. I know it's a sin... But is it really a sin if it makes me happy? If it is, I'm really for Sub Rosa Culpa.